Happy New Year 2019

Hi Peeps,

It's been a while since I wrote in this blog. Life has been busy. As I grow older, I realized I have a lot to do so that I have a bright future. In Sha Allah.

Alhamdulillah. Today is the first day of 2019. It's 1 January 2019. This year gonna be a tough year and definitely will be more challenging. I wanted to find a new job in this year. Well. I think I had enough with all the scenes and dramas in my current one. Well... It's not that I'm to "manja", it just that my heart is no longer here. 

But there is one thing that might keep me hold the decision. I decided to get married (but not real soon). And loved one is working in the same area with me. I mean we are both in the same city. Definitely it is not KL. So if I started looking for a new job, I wanted to find somewhere in KL but thinking about getting married, it wasn't easy. The needs to travel, and probably most of my time will be spend on travelling, hence the thought of getting married + new job wasn't really a good one. But....... I really really couldn't stand my current job. I have a very selfish team, this is just so negative for me.

Hopefully, Allah will show me the right path and whatever is good for me, may Allah guide towards it and accept it with all my heart. In Sha Allah.

Life Journey


Hi Peeps,

Last week dah attend Interview PTD. So settle satu bahagian. Just doa semoga Allah permudahkan urusan kita kita semua. Insyaallah, semoga ada rezeki untuk kali ini.

For some reason, I wanted this PTD job so badly. So I back to my usual and normal working life. Aishh. It is not easy at all. I've been working here for only 11 months but so much drama, hatred, and unfairness that I've faced already. Terkejut meh bila hadap situasi macam ni. My working experience tak banyak pun. Tapi this is the first time I've faced this kind of situations. Pointing fingers, no teamwork, rudeness. Weh ape ni!! I can't imagine how to survive and how much longer I have to faced all this.

Working in 1 team but why always buat muka when talking to one another? Depan bos sendiri berlakon jadi baik, belakang bos baling **** kat orang lain. So fake. I cannot tahan. I can't imagine big big company like this one got employee's problem attitude. Even my  colleague applaud me for able to tahan until today.  I just got no mood at all to wake up every morning and thinking of going to work. Mehhhh.

Please lah. Even though your level is much more higher, please have some respect to another person. We are human beings. We got perasaan as well. The first time I come here also being treated like trash. But I keep being patient because my only niat is to cari rezeki and help my family. But some times, I feel so tired. I just want to lepaskan all this. O Allah. Please help me.

I'm currently looking for a new job, to start a new, a fresh me. I dont want to be involve in this negative vibe anymore. May Allah show me the right path. Ameen.

Keputusan PAC PTD M41 2018

Hi Assalamualaikum semua.

It's been a while. Last March, I attended PAC PTD M41. Ni kali kedua attend PAC, and the first time was in 2016. Huhu. Never ending story apply for PTD ni. 

Anyway, the format is a little bit different compared to last time I attend masa 2016. Masa 2016 tu, PAC dijalankan selama 2 hari. Tapi tahun ni sehari je. Memang satu pengalaman baru and nervous sangat especially masa nak dapat topik untuk Public Speaking and Pengucapan Awam. Nervous lepas jawab essay pun tak habis lagi, dah kena cari point untuk PS/PA pulak. Anyhow, it's a good experience to prepare us untuk give the best within the short period of time. Insyallah, I believe God is helping us too. I can see that untuk topik2 yang kita dapat tu, semua orang ada idea tersendiri untuk deliver their speech. Alhamdulillah. 

Untuk group discussion pun I can see that we are helping each other. Tengok kawan kawan yang belum ada peluang untuk bercakap tu, kita bagi peluang untuk mereka lontarkan idea mereka pulak. And my team was awesome sangat, I would say. And this year, ada LDK untuk PAC kali ini. Something new for me, sebab masa 2016 takda pun LDK. I'm not sure pulak masa 2017.

Alhamdulillah, today the result for PAC PTD M41 already out. And guess what? 


Lepas lagi PAC untuk my 2nd try. 2 kali try PAC, 2 kali lepas sampai IV stage. Hopefully, ada lah rezeki untuk diriku tahun ni. Ya Allah. Please ease my journey. I really2 want this so badly. Please pray for me everyone. May Allah bless all of us. Congrats untuk semua yang lepas PAC ni. Goodluck and all the best. See ya!



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